Being Thankful

This week has been an easy one for me; yet, I have trouble being thankful. Here I am, coming off the greatest accomplishment of my life in a couple of years and I don’t feel anything. ( For those that are new readers, my latest accomplishment is being able to drive my wheelchair). Believe me, I am blessed and I know it-logically. But I’m just not feeling it. It’s frustrating, because I see my friends having a lot more struggles and difficulties. But they’re dealing with it with grace and peace.
Why can’t I be like that? What’s holding me back? That’s the question I keep asking myself.